I’ve had my fourth heart attack and I’m sill here.  It happened last Wednesday morning.  After I had a nice pancake breakfast, I suddenly developed a very bug pain right in the center of my chest and I made it to the sink before I threw up. “Oh shit!,” I thought, “Here we go again.”

I told my wife, “I think you better call 911.  I’m having another heart attack.” She called them and of course they had me chew up an aspirin and take a nitro tablet while We waited for the ambulance. I think doing that prevented it from becoming a full-blown cardiac event.  I only had to stay two days in the short-term care unit until they let me go home.

so I’m still here and I’m not sure why.  Maybe God still has plans for me.  I don’t know.

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I’m Losing My Wife

Before you get the wrong idea, no we’re not getting a divorce and no she isn’t physically leaving me. But I am, bit by bit losing her.  Her mother died of Alzheimer’s disease when she was in her 80s. I’m not sure if that’s what’s happening to Kathryn, but it could be.

Next month we’ll be married 48 years and we’re both in our 70s.  She is three years older than me. When I first noticed her obvious short-term memory loss, I was very much alarmed.  I was also in great pain because I wasn’t sure how I could live without her.  I guess I’ve kinda gotten used to it now, I take it in stride most of the time when she asks me questions about things I’m certain she already knows but it still hurts when I think about how very sharp her mind was.

For the most part, she still goes about her daily chores around the house. We are both retired.  We go to church and church social functions. No one but our two grown children are aware of it. both of them and their families live within five minutes of us. If anyone else knows it, they haven’t said anything.

It just seems strange, I still have her with me, yet I know she is slipping away.  How much longer will she last? That’s the really hard part, no one can tell me.  I talked to a doctor about it and the doctor said there are medicines that will slow it down, but there is no cure.

I always thought I would be the first to go.  I have survived three heart attacks and open heart surgery.  My heart only functions at about 20 percent and I’m not physically capable of doing very much so I’m lucky to still be around. My mind is still quite capable of doing everything.  The body is just shot to hell.  I guess I am hoping I will be the first to go.  I don’t want to be around if she goes to that same place her mother did.












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The Bible

What passes for pastoral sermons these days all too often amounts to little more than biblical interpretation.  Preachers, pastors, priests, etc. stand in their pulpits, having built an entire sermon around a segment or segments of the bible, and explain what it means.  I’m sorry, but that seems kind of trite to me.

The bible is a history book.  It is the history of the Jewish and Christian faiths. It covers approximately 4,000 plus or minus years.  Let’s not include “Genesis” it is truly a work of fiction. Let’s just talk about the rest of this history book. Blasphemy you say? No, not really if you really examine it.  Do we worship the bible? I am quite certain I never have and never will. Why should I? It is not sacred, it merely pretends to inform us of the events leading up to and including the death of Jesus Christ.

In some printings it is titled the Holy Bible, in others it is just the Bible.  Very often (but not always) the words “inspired by God” are included in many printed versions.  How does the publishers know this? They weren’t around thousands of years ago when the words were written. This is just an example of a publisher’s selling tool. Also the words
“According to”” as in the gospel according to is yet another publisher’s selling tool. Those words were added in the last 50 years. Don’t believe it? Just look at a really old version of the bible and see what you find there.

In truth, the bible is the best selling book ever to hit the world wide market. Tons of money have been made from its sales.  I’m sure tons more will be made in the future, but none of it will come from me. I only worship & acknowledge God, not any book, not even the “Holy Bible.”

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POOR MAXINE … I should have gotten a Government Job!

What did you expect from Pelosi’s buddy?


Busted Poverty Warrior Maxine Waters’ Plush $4.5 Million Los Angeles Mansion:  Indoor Swimming Pool … Outdoor gates and walls…

Posted on April 26, 2017

How can a member of Congress afford a $4.5 million Los Angeles mansion that takes up half a city block in one of the most affluent neighborhoods in the country?  Ask Maxine Waters.

Ask her about her other two homes as well, worth another approximate $850,000 to $1.1 million.  Savvy real estate acquisitions for a public servant with a $174,000 House of Representatives salary.  Whoops, almost left out Maxine’s time share property in Palm Springs, California.  Add that to her list.

Only one of her homes is located in the gritty Los Angeles congressional district which she was elected to represent.  Her exclusive estate is miles north … well outside her congressional district … far away from Los Angeles’ street crime, murder and the folks she is supposed to help.  Apparently, Maxine has addressed concerns about help.  A private company maintains her property and impressive manicured landscaping at the mansion.

Oh, we almost forgot this too.  Maxine Waters’ posh 6,000 square foot Los Angeles estate is protected with wrought-iron gates at the front doors and gates for driveways and patios on each side of the Mediterranean-style abode.  And add a long brick wall that protects the side of the sprawling property.  There are some gates and fencing in the back also, near the custom barbecue area and the detached structure that houses Maxine’s newly built indoor pool.  Or is the swimming pool in the main house?  We’ll have to ask the butler.

For someone who touts a wall-free society where illegal aliens can roam free, Maxine Waters sure seems concerned about gates and walls to protect her in the Los Angeles mansion.  Perhaps she’s worried the wayward homeless or DREAMers might pool hop or grille a Salisbury steak while she’s busy on CNN railing about President Donald Trump or how she really cares about financially-strapped Americans struggling to make ends meet.

The Maxine Waters estate boasts large scale rooms touted as “perfect for gracious entertaining” in one Los Angeles – based publication.  It includes a “stunning entry with a dramatic staircase … lovely pecan paneling in family room … guest house too!”

Who keeps an eye on the place when Maxine is on the east coast fighting world poverty and hunger?  Her neighbors include the mayor of Los Angeles, singer Chris Brown, Norman Chandler, the owner of the Los Angeles Times, actor Neal McDonough, Lord Baltimore’s Christian Audigier, among many others including the former Tudor Revival style mansion of deceased oil magnate J. Paul Getty.  The mayor of Los Angeles resides in the former mansion of Getty.  He’s a Democrat too.
And all this time Maxine had America conned into believing she was elected to her Washington, D.C. post to help the downtrodden folks struggling in poverty-plagued inner cities like the one in her backyard.  Well, not that backyard.  That could get dicey.  Those folks might want to get out of the sun and use the air-conditioned indoor pool area.  What … your 100-year-old imported marble floors are too good for the homeless?
Wait, it even gets more ridiculous.  We found approximately 17 building permits on file since Waters purchased this home in 2004.  Waters had many additions built on the nearly 100-year old property, costing another estimated $1 million-plus, according to our math.  Likely more.  She commissioned the indoor pool built and even paid a plumber to pipe hot and cold water, as well as propane gas to her outdoor grilling area and custom kitchen.  She added a pergola too, building records show and an additional 15’ X 18′ custom patio cover.  Hey, before you judge:  It gets hot in Los Angeles and shade is a premium.  Ask any homeless veteran.

Some of the building permits filed on the tony Windsor Square section home provided details like “Interior remodel in kitchen family room and master bathroom … addition of French doors and windows relocate windows remove interior walls … addition of shear walls and beams at ground floor.  Many other permits did not give explanations of the home improvement work.
Maxine Waters’ house takes up the same geographic acreage as two of her neighbors’ properties combined.  That’s an extra-large carbon footprint, especially in Los Angeles.

A typical Democratic phony loaded with multiple homes, cash and the walls and iron to protect them from would-be troublemakers.  Maxine Waters, who rails about President Donald Trump’s financials and tax returns, filed her most financial disclosure form with Congress in 2015.  She lists her approximate net worth in the $450,000 range.  That’s a mere fraction of the amount of the home improvements made to her Los Angeles estate.  Maxine Waters lists the mortgage on her Los Angeles mansion at somewhere between $1 million and $5 million.  What’s a few million between D.C. friends?

Please tell us again, Maxine:  Who should be investigated and impeached?  Maxine rants about the plague of homelessness and the GOP’s contribution to it.  The irony is thick.  It’s worth clicking and reading the story while she talks about poverty in America.

Built in 1924, Maxine Waters’ Mediterranean-style estate is worth $4.5 million today.
Deadbolt gates on the front doors, gates on the driveways, patios.  So much for carefree border-less living.
Flanked by a long brick and landscape wall that runs half a city block.
Main house, guest house, outdoor barbecue island and kitchen are seen here.
A view from Maxine’s neighbor who also boasts a large and long wall.
The sprawling property dwarfs the two properties behind it.
East Coast digs.  Maxine’s Washington, D.C pad across the street from the Albanian & Costa Rican embassies.

Spread this far and wide around the country to let everyone know what a
hypocritical crazy crook old mad Maxine is.  How does this looney leftist pay
the taxes and maintain all the properties on a $174K gov’t salary?

The obvious answer is that she cannot possibly maintain and pay the taxes on those properties on a $174,000 salary. She is obviously being fed money under the table through her vast corrupt, kickback system.


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Why I Love my Doctor

I recently had to choose a new primary care doctor. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, she said I was doing fairly well for my age. (I am 81 )
A little concerned about that comment, I couldn’t resist asking her, ‘Do you think I’ll live to be 85 ?
She asked, ‘Do you smoke tobacco, or drink beer, wine or hard liquor?’
‘Oh no,’ I replied. ‘I’m not doing drugs, either!’
Then she asked, ‘Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?’
‘I said, ‘Not much… My former doctor said that all red meat is very unhealthy!’
‘Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, boating, sailing, hiking, or bicycling?’
‘No, I don’t,’ I said.
She asked, ‘Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?’
‘No,’ I said……..
She looked at me and said,

‘Then, why do you even give a shit?

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Why I like Bullys

Why would anyone like bullys you may ask. Surely they are to be despised and avoided at all times.  No I say, they serve a very useful function, especially when I am confronted by one.

First of all, a bully is almost always full of himself and very confident.  That, in and of itself, makes him an easy target.  He will have so much confidence, he will let down his guard, thinking he is invulnerable.  I do what I can to encourage his confidence.

Next, I experience a great deal of satisfaction when I make him bleed, or at the very least, make him wish he had never met me.  That is the best feeling in the world.

It doesn’t take courage to hurt a bully and put him in his place, just the realization that inside, he is a coward and is over compensating for some reason.  What reason?  I don’t really give a damn, I just enjoy the satisfaction.


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I’m a writer

English was always my best subject in high school. I don’t know why, but it always just made sense to me and its rules were easy to understand and follow. I guess that’s why I was a newspaper writer in the Air Force.  Many things I wrote were published in civilian newspapers as well as the Air Force Times.  After the Air Force, I went to college and majored in accounting because I reasoned accounting was something that there would always be a need for.  I won’t lie, it was a struggle for me.

Today I’m way past retirement age, but my writing skills are still there and I have the satisfaction of knowing I’m putting my beloved expertise to very good use. My 43 year old school teacher son is trying to improve his future, and that of his family, by furthering his education. He has to write tons of papers and he sends them all to me to edit and revise. His writing skill is, quite frankly, abysmal to put it mildly. Despite that, he graduated from the Master’s program with honors. He is now engaged in what is called the Specialist’s Degree program and will soon graduate from it also with honors.

He does all the required research and sends it to me to compose, write and complete.  I’m happy to do it because, quite frankly, I’m not sure I was as good at being a father to him as I could, or perhaps, should have been when he was younger.  I was too busy building a career to have spent as much time with him as I should have.  Maybe I’m guilt tripping myself a little too much, but I feel good about what I’m doing now.  No one knows about me and they don’t need to know.  They just see his good work and I’m fine with that.

He jokes and says when he gets his Doctorate, we are both going to walk across the stage.  I told him that won’t be necessary, I just hope I live long enough to be there to see it.


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